Wednesday, June 30, 2010

Learning about my Zodiac Signs

I fall in the cusp of cancer and leo…

the in between of the two.

so instead of just focusing on one sign why not focus on both.

So here is what I found…


They are great thinkers and possess magnificent memories.
By nature, these are immensely sympathetic souls...particularly to those in distress and will contribute freely and lavishly toward relief. Loyalty to friends is yet another admirable trait associated with this cusp combination. Indeed, there is no trouble or disgrace sufficient to cause these natives to forsake those to whom they have given friendship. Females governed by this cusp combination are frequently among the best wives and mothers to be found in the entire Zodiac. They are good housekeepers and excellent cooks, with a pronounced desire for "pleasures of the table." Indeed, all these cuspians (regardless of gender) have a strong association with food.
Cancer/Leo cuspians love being on the "cutting edge" of innovative projects and activities, possessing the vitality and ambition to be successful in creative endeavors. Indeed, "creativity" is one of the keywords attributed to these subjects and their caring nature ensures that the benefits of their imaginative powers will help others. Although they may not necessarily be suited to the position of leadership, they are efficient and their application to the task at hand is admirable. These natives also know how to delegate authority and work within a team environment.
However, when there is a tendency to vie for ascendancy, this cusp combination often produces wide mood swings which can cause immense psychic stress. It may be hard for others to know exactly how to approach these cuspians and those who know them well will frequently ease slowly into conversations, sitting quietly until the mood becomes apparent.
Generally, it is difficult (if not impossible) to push Cancer/Leo subjects from one psychological state into another due to the fact that they are resistant to emotional manipulation. The water element of Cancer results in these natives tending to respond through emotion, while the fire element of Leo provides a more physical aspect to the character, coupled with a tendency to respond to the world by way of action.
Thus, these cuspians are normally quite intuitive and will leap headfirst into life, refusing to fret over whether their latest goal is realistic or practical. However, should the situation happen to require drama or courage, then these subjects most certainly possess both...in great abundance.
Cancer/Leo cuspians enjoy physical exercise (which can aid to counter the stress inherent in the emotional nature of this blend) and there is a decided preference here to play team sports or participate in group exercise rather than any solo activity. In short, these natives are far too sociable to truly enjoy solitary running or any other form of individual activity.
-- Possess the inward and sensitive traits inherent in Cancer --
-- Possess the outward and fiery traits inherent in Leo --
-- Tend to have rather volatile personalities --
-- Prone to movement...both physically and emotionally --
-- Life is prone to be focused on strength and grace --
-- Often lacking in self-discipline --
-- Apt to dwell on the past --
-- Need to learn to live for the moment --
-- Vibrant and energetic --

What do you think.... is it me?

4 months
16 lessons
1 lesson each week
2 taught
2 done
14 to do
15 chapters to read in a sleepy book
=
a better me

Sleepers Vol. 4


We went up to Payson, AZ
for mother's day and went to dinner
and to a movie
then to dessert at chili's.
On the drive home Vanessa passed out from the fun times.
I saw her in the review mirror and
gave my camera to Shane
to take a picture
of her.

:) smile :)

"Spiritually Minded Is Life Eternal."
-2 Neph1 9:39

Sunday, June 20, 2010

True Colors

I've seen enough in my life to know which are good
and
which are what i don't need to deal with anymore.
This past week was one of
those true color
moments.
As much as i will miss living in the front room
it'll be better it i just
moved out.
I haven't been much of myself and have become
something id rather
not be or say.
I think becoming a better me is most
important
so achieving that has to happen in a different place
then i am now.
I hate having people find out things
in ways i wish they wouldn't
although i would
of told you but i didn't know how to bring it up to you
when you would always say
we have a crazy deep relationship sometimes i don't
get it myself.
How do you not get it?
I guess its what needed to happen for all the true colors to
come alive and for me to see that
i just don't belong.
So farewell!


Wednesday, June 16, 2010

Sleepers Vol.3


Last night Shane passed out on the couch
with his I'm feeling fat
button unbuttoned,
shirt a lil
up.
And posing!

Today...
He was so pooped from the
zoo
that he took a
power nap
on his
laptop
(haha power nap on his laptop I'm so funny)



Brittany passed out on the chair next
to Shane
arm on his leg.
And his arm grabbing hers...
"I'll never let go"

Monday, June 14, 2010

Love Language

I decided that today i wanted to figure out my love language because i've heard so much about it in my sister's ward back when she lived in boston i think i took it but i dont remember what i came out with any who i took the test.

My Scores

8 Words of Affirmation
9 Quality Time
5 Receiving Gifts
2 Acts of Service
6 Physical Touch

In Quality Time, nothing says “I love you” like full, undivided attention. Being there for this type of person is critical, but really being there—with the TV off, fork and knife down, and all chores and tasks on standby—makes you feel truly special and loved. Distractions, postponed activities, or the failure to listen can be especially hurtful.


Sunday, June 13, 2010

where are they?

Back in July 2007 i posted a blog on two friends
i had and have since moved away
and curious
to where they are now.
Well an update i came across Kate Howell on facebook,
glad to know she is still alive hehe!
Were friends
but probably not as close
as we were when
nothing mattered back as a
kid.
As for...
Adrian Arce
still have no idea where he is
I miss him!
I need to write him another letter.
Even though i don't get a response i still enjoy writing them, someone gets them
i mean they don't get returned!
So where are you Adrian?
you still alive?
"the blessing you are in my life
you will never know...
I'll give you my all
and
yet some more
for all i have to show.
You give me
strength,
balance and,
joy;
A chance to discover what it is
to love
and enjoy...
Everyday when i am with you
I thank my lucky
stars.
That a blessing like you appeared
before my eyes
and
turned my heart
to soft cotton shards.
I grasp your hand and hug you so.
That perhaps instead of assuming you
understand how much you mean to
me...
I am comforted to know that
you know."
-Adan Banda


Sleepers Vol.2

All of this volume is on dedicated to my old roommate, who is now
married
and her hubby,
probably has some really funny
sleeping stories or pictures!
But for now this is for you
Kaylyn Kempton
i <3 u!
But not as much as your hubby cause that would just be...
WEIRD,
i don't swing that way!

Well this one isn't so interesting its the sleeping position she goes into
in the next picture that i love,
i can understand the door seems to be
a good comfortable route to go, but not so
but notice she is fashionable by wearing her sunglasses when she sleeps!


Yep that's right,
you see that she...
she curled up in a ball in the backseat,
still with the sunglasses on,
but it gets better in the next picture!
As it is my favorite!


The Story:
I come home from a double date and see our room light on, and go in
and discover Kaylyn, not only is she
sleeping
but with
YOGURT
in her hand!
You can't see this but she is sleeping with her
SHOES on also
after i took the infamous sleeping pictures
I wake Kaylyn up and she goes to pour the yogurt on herself thank goodness there was no
yogurt
in the cup.
But she got ready for bed shoes off an all and went back to sleep without
the yogurt!

*notice kinda creepy but one of her eyes are open yet she's completely out*


November 15th,
I started my orientation at my favorite clothing store
and,
I started work the week after loving each and every day,
loving my managers and co workers.
Becoming,
A.D.O.S.* and O.C.D
and
hating the combination of teens and xs graphic tees.
Getting awarded a 15$ gift card for being awesome at the dressing rooms day after Christmas on a 4hr shift.
Reason well except for being awesome.
I was put on the fitting rooms because we had a jean sale and so a lot of trying on and i kept getting compliments on the head set.
Pretty Awesome!
Frank my visiting manager from Scottsdale, pretty awesome guy.
Love when he starts his convos with
what the eff cassi!
Love working there!
Although haven't been scheduled a lot recently its kinda really disappointing.
I miss it!
I miss marzypants
and her stories about her cats pushing her off her bed.
I love the music they play in the store
i wish they came out with CDs and sold them in the store
but
they are on pandora so that makes me happy!

*A.D.O.S. means Attention Deficit Ooo Shiny*

Sleepers Vol.1

So i discovered that people sleep or nap in strange ways
and i figured i would start a picture collection.


-Cameron, my sister-in-law,
who will kill me if she found out i posted this...
any who very cute
and silly i wonder how she breathes with a pillow over her head!


-Brittany,
Very fashionable back seat sleeper!

Pretending to be Something your NOT!


Some days i feel like the elephant wanting to fit in with the cool people,
faking it so they'll like me.
Not really sure that's the best way to make lasting friends.
Other times i like being the different one,
in the crowd because i am more memorable that way or at least that is how i feel.
Others i just want to be noticed for me!